and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.

zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.

AB
AiPing
Amos
Andy
Baka-Tsuki
Caroline
ChinHian
Dom
De-Coder's Cafe a.k.a.Yap
Hisyam
JingSheng
LeeYang
Kee
Leonard
LiJie
MarcusChan
Matilda
Max
MelWeh
RongRong
RuiFen
Sarah
SiHui
Stewart
Sumo
Valerie
Zak

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excerpts
of a random script i was requested to make.
of course. this time it's edited with the correct enters and spaces.


why is the sky blue? isn't it black?
why does everything appear only in light?
can't you see black?

black is the colour of nothing and so are you if you are experiencing hurt,
pain,
sorrow,
and depression
and can't get rid of it.

with everything we have
we must make the most of it
and after that one day we have to leave it.
that's what this world is about;
encounter and parting.

after all some encounters can last just a second
like this one
so treasure it no?

maybe.
maybe the sky will be blue again
and we can see with the light leading ahead.
maybe.

trust is an
important factor you put into everything.
you trust that
you will get up to see the clock at 6.
you trust that
the sun will rise like it always does.

you trust that
the sky will always be blue when there is light abountiful.
you trust that
your legs will be able to move.

and above all,
you trust that everyone else
is okay.

love is a thing that we cannot live with,
yet we don't treasure.
so pay attention to your love,

and everyone's love.

today.


...


adding on to that.

we are not scared because
we believe there will be light tomorrow.
we are not scared because
we believe everything will be fine tomorrow.

but what if it's not.
are we going to be
scared.
what's going to happen

then?

but what i know is.

if i am going to be trapped.
i will not be scared.
because the thought keeps me
safe from everything.

you can drive a knife
into me.
bullets.
into me.

and all that ever hurt me
i will feel.
but deep inside.
i am at peace.

sometimes we don't prepare
and we are caught off guard.
but wars and diseases
don't cut it all.

everyone is afraid.

afraid to.

die.



...



and thus ends the excerpt of
my wave of thought.
back to the books and
the homework, lost.

knowing that the day i
plunge into darkness
will no longer be one
full of fear and sadness

because in my mind i have you
you, you and you.
everyone of you.
all with me.

and together we will be unbreakable.


oh and side note.
song down there.